A ladys cry

 Life is like playing such a game where there are no rules, but only conscience and presence of mind.

Gone are those days where I can live with no stress.

Now it's come to a point that you never matters.

World will go on without you 

I failed to find my reason for being in the world any more.

Existence means,only earning money, supporting kids without much help.

What has happened to me and around me , remains all forgotten.

Years have passed 

Days are getting shorter

Life is very short

Maybe I shall also pass unnoticed 

This is kind of a fear

I wanted to make a difference 

Make world a better place, for me and the future me

Never happened,I guess..

There is no chance, it won't come again

Spreading wings and flying off, now I wait my kids for the same 

Have to teach them never to back off. Nothing must stop you.. not even your spouse. 

My husband, went to make a good life for us. But that cost me, my entire life.

Takings care of kids alone

Taking care of the chores

All the fights and love 

All the travel management 

Doing office work on between all the disdain and tantrums 

Maybe it doesn't count

But no one knows what goes on

No one to talk

No one to cry to

No shoulder to lean

No friends..for a personal who relied entirely on friends, living with out friends is like living without oxygen 

Maybe no one really cares

At a time I wanted care, I got nothing, instead I had tasks to do.

It's easier said that, if I want I can do, Or else leave it 

People doesn't understand if I don't do, it won't be done,my kids suffer, they won't get better

Kids, I love them

But too much requests to be fulfilled 

All work and no play, made me a dull mama

I tried to find a switch to turn me on

Always trying for a ray of hope

Maybe one day I will find my solace

Till then I have to live in pain

Still no one cares for you in this world 

Life is really something