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Reclaim

**(Verse 1)** The house is loud, the walls are thick, The clock keeps ticking, heavy and quick. Dishes stack up, the days blend in, I wonder where my own voice has been. I used to weave lines of silk and shade, Before every promise began to fade. **(Chorus)** I am more than the weight that I carry today, More than the words that I cannot say. Though the rope feels tight and the path feels steep, There is still a quiet spark I intend to keep. I am claiming a pause in the endless strain, Finding my breath through the noise and pain. **(Verse 2)** Remote demands and endless tasks, A face that wears ten different masks. Exhausted hands and a heavy mind, Leaving the shadow of stress behind. I drop the expectations set by the rest, I stop trying to pass an impossible test. **(Chorus)** I am more than the weight that I carry today, More than the words that I cannot say. Though the rope feels tight and the path feels steep, There is still a quiet spark I intend to kee...
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The Unending Rope

Dirty dishes in the sink, books scattered on the floor, Another morning starts before I step outside the door. I carry all the heavy weight, I work and clean and mend, A three-year cycle spinning around with no end in sight. I used to find a rhythm, I used to find the verse, Now every daily boundary feels more like a curse. **(Chorus)** It’s an unending rope that has pulled me under deep, Too many tears I have held inside that I cannot even weep. I give away my days, I give away my mind, Searching for a trace of peace I can no longer find. I’m running on empty in a house full of noise, Trying to stay grounded through my girls and my boys. **(Verse 2)** Questions from across the sea, standards up so high, Every time I try to rest, I’m asked the reason why. Caregiving for the family, spending all my hours, Working till my hands are dry and losing all my power. They take the money that I earn, they take the breath I draw, And leave me standing quietly against a broken...
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One work day

Woke up at midnight, checked out the clock is it the time that i take my cloak is it time for my next unrealistic day greatful and got back to sleep, its not yet the time the alarm went on, and i found impractical then to wake up at ssuch an early hour wothout much sleep with a long tired face i got out into another running phase. packed my bag, got ready checked out kids,then saw the mess all books and toys lyibg around food and lunch for kids ,yet to be made no time left, i rushed throgh the door found the keys and launched the car no one woke up, so locked the doors and there i go, to where the chuk chuk goes my train got here, i climbed up thankfully i got my seat after a nap, someone shook me wild then on i napped like a sitting child siblings are a blessing in disguise years prove its true i got a ride home, for my hurting body and then got fresh for the next ride
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Location: 94F9+W5 Mlappara, Kerala, India
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Hurting Pain

 Pain for a moment, but never forgotten Feelings forsaken, but completely shaken Cured from the pain, but imprinted thoughts Maybe it's cured, but I still feel it happening to me It's been a lifetime experience I just hope nothing ever happens Each time the memory haunts Trembling from each nerve at one I don't know what others feel,  But motherhood still doesn't make the pain go It gathers dust sometimes, but still afloats Mere thought of the labour and checkups I am in for a tempest of my own
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This also shall pass

Days are tough Weeks are short Years are quick Life goes on
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A ladys cry

 Life is like playing such a game where there are no rules, but only conscience and presence of mind. Gone are those days where I can live with no stress. Now it's come to a point that you never matters. World will go on without you  I failed to find my reason for being in the world any more. Existence means,only earning money, supporting kids without much help. What has happened to me and around me , remains all forgotten. Years have passed  Days are getting shorter Life is very short Maybe I shall also pass unnoticed  This is kind of a fear I wanted to make a difference  Make world a better place, for me and the future me Never happened,I guess.. There is no chance, it won't come again Spreading wings and flying off, now I wait my kids for the same  Have to teach them never to back off. Nothing must stop you.. not even your spouse.  My husband, went to make a good life for us. But that cost me, my entire life. Takings care of kids alone Taking care o...
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